Hello
I have a part that is able to cut me off from any outside noise and sensation. With her I can sleep very soundly as if I were on medication or chloroform even though there is a lot of noise around.
Yesterday evening and this noon she was there.
Jessaye to read the book and she comes. Immense fatigue takes me while just before I was active. And I suddenly fall asleep. The children were making lots of noise. It's like I'm suddenly cut off from the world. Everything turns black more thoughts more noise more sensations. ..the blackout. I sleep.
It happened with patrick when we went out at night to his friends and I felt in danger. It happened when I couldn't stand him raping me anymore.
With marc too.
The chloroform blackouts is it a protection strategy that the parties have found alone or is it a traumatic memory because I was put to sleep and this part reproduces it?
And the blackout this afternoon I think it's the conflict with Dr. L. Just before I sleep all of a sudden we exchanged emails. And too many internal conflicts in the face of his answers.
The book I can read it. It goes well
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