24/08/2018

I had a big anxiety attack.

To vomit without being able to stop myself.

All of this terrifies me.

Sometimes I would like to turn around because it is so scary and crippling.

Some parties are struggling to continue and others are too afraid.

Fear of feeling again this terror of dying, this fear of stifling these strong sensations ...

It s too difficult!

I hate those parts that ruin my life.

I would like to make them disappear, kill them so that they never come back.

I would like them to be silent.

My life before was not that bad. I regret having dug.

Now I am no longer good at anything. I'm rubbish in a box.