24/02/2019

I should make like the freed word say loud and clear yell at the newspapers what they did to me.

I ask myself the question of going to meet them.

I was just a child. It screams inside.

I want people to understand know. May the mud that covers me splash them too and that they can no longer close their eyes.

I need the details but these damn parts refuse to give them to me.

Without details I can't do anything!

Do you know what's crazy? It was because seeing the film, thanks to god, the parties were making comments, "It doesn't matter. Preynat didn't do anything to them in the end. He just fiddled with them. Yes you have to forgive move on to something else ..."

How many times have I heard these words "move on forgive. It's the past, stop stirring up the shit. You take pleasure in your misfortunes, that's what keeps you going ..."

The priest fiddles with me. I was between 3 and 8 years old. It's not a big deal.

Jacques had needs. He has done so much for the world the poor is a holy man. You're not going to destroy everything for a few small deviations. I was between 8 and 16 years old.

My father had needs, I didn't net his daughter, I was 15 years old.

Patrick had needs when I was 17.

the music teacher

the other priest

What about my needs? Who ever cared about it?

I hate those parts that still believe in religion in god in jacques ... those parts that believe that it was nothing just caressing my body ... it didn't matter.

I would like to get them out of my head. They are not me. They don't belong to me. It is because of them. If they had said no, had spoken. It is their faults. And even today it is their fault that I cannot denounce. Because even today they control my actions!

I hate what I am. I hate what they have done to me. I hate not being able to act and etrela to wait and have to understand them excuse them to dialogue. I shouldn't be like this anymore. I am no longer in the sect. My eyes are open and I see things as they are.

I am chained to my past. And I can't do anything.

If only I had the details I could go ahead and say denounce ... and live my life

But I can't because these parties refuse.

I want to find out how to access these memories whether they like it or not.

This is the only way to free me.

I can not wait any longer.

It is too long.

I want the details. I want to be able to scream the details in the face of the world.

Splash Jacques dragging him to justice. Look him in the face and tell everything he did to me and what he did to his daughter mr.

I no longer want to hear and feel in my head and body different opinions about what I've been through. He's a pedophile. I no longer want to feel the love of gratitude for him this image of the father ... it is excruciating suffering !! When will the parts figure it out ?????