I understand that you want to help me make the right decision for the sake of my daughters but it is very hard for me.
I am in so much pain inside and I feel like people deny what I am feeling.
I know a lot of parts mix everything up but at the same time how do you untie and untie it all?
How to make a decision when 30 people think differently on the inside?
When some scream so much they suffer? When some cry injustice? When some cry in despair?
Some parties see you as an enemy and want to cut with you because they feel like they are not being heard raw respected ...
It's like you're trying to get me to see humanity in patrick when I'm just starting to glimpse the monster in him and his father.
What you are asking me is too much, too soon.
It's like I have to be at peace forgive appease as I just start to know what happened to me.
The time today is the time of anger and of shedding light on my past.
Now is not the time to go ahead and accept and forgive and be at peace.
You are going too fast.
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