For a few months now, I have taken steps to file a complaint for the rapes I suffered in the sect in which I grew up.
This decision making was difficult to take and generated quite strange reactions from those around me.
Relatives who suddenly told me to slow down, that maybe I was going too fast and was going to put myself in danger ... Wondering if I shouldn't change the anti-depressant treatment I'm taking, or if I shouldn't not stop taking propranolol ... "But what about your shrink?" ...
Then relatives who imply that perhaps I am influenced by another person who perhaps pushes me to file this complaint and that suddenly it would not be my free and enlightened decision ...
And the icing on the cake ... Yesterday, I was released: "I do not want to hear more about what you went through because I will see you as a remnant of prey" ... Wahhhhh .... Take it in your teeth you dirty old garbage ....
No!!! Clearly, freeing your word and speaking is not an easy path !!!!
Even surrounded by caring people who are curious and seek to understand ....
On this obstacle course, we are alone.
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