13/02/2019

The part that hopes to see Jeff coming back is preventing me from sleeping it is on activation

I have constant thoughts for him.

But this part is a decoy she has no memories of it. It's just the idea of ​​being loved that appeals to him.

I can explain the damage the reality here to her and now she doesn't want to hear anything. At work I escape reality like that dreaming hoping

Capricious kid's dreams of prince charming style that would save me ...

I can't calm down.

During work as soon as I try to talk about the little ones and take care of them accept them and rethink what you said parts send me fear of the anxieties of threats and one laughs at me sending lullaby style kid songs in the head...

I'm exhausted but as soon as it's time to go to bed parts take control and prevent me from sleeping, sending me a flow of thoughts and reminiscences.

As soon as I try to establish a dialogue I switch.