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Writer's pictureLeelah

06/09/2020 Rage and despair



I found this report yesterday.

I am in rage !!!


This documentary films real images, so there is evidence that the things that come back to me, the shared memories and experiences of my dissociative parts are well founded!

In some of these new Catholic communities, atrocious things are happening ... and despite these images, these proofs, nobody does anything! I was not in the community featured in this report, but the operation was quite similar.


I AM NOT CRAZY !!!!!!

I DO NOT LIE !!!!!

I AM NOT INVENTING !!!!!


When I say that they sold us to adults outside the sect, when I speak of exorcism sessions on me, when I speak of rites with chicken blood, when I speak of gang rapes on very small children, when I talk about monsters, when I talk about dogs, when I talk about several adult accomplices, when I talk about cages ... All this in the light of this report still seems crazy, invented, false ??????? ?


If I tell you about the Church which covers, the food bank and therefore the State which turns a blind eye?

If I am talking to you about a priest who is moved from one place to another to cover up acts of rape or sexual assault on children, if I am talking about pedophiles who recognize each other and support each other, help each other to hide their misdeeds, the kids pass on to each other ... Does that still seem incredible, unbelievable?


In view of this report which shows the reaction of adults, of the state, of the church institution who close their eyes and do nothing, it seems so crazy to you that a child, me, had to divide his mind to survive this society and this atrocious world to be able to continue living? Forget to be able to survive?

Don't the lies of these institutions and their cowardice and bad faith show how shocking and traumatic all this is?

We see their reaction in front of a camera, in front of adults ... do you imagine how they could have been mistreating and traumatic in front of a little girl who said the rapes she suffered?

Do you hear the woman in the report screaming "I want to get out of this body"? Imagine one of those exorcism sessions on an innocent little girl? Can you imagine the violence it could have been for her when several adults held her to the ground and a "priest" put his hands inside her body "to bring out the evil" from her?


Their operating methods are so identical!


Do you SEE me?

Do you hear me ???


It screams, it screams SO MUCH in my head !!!!


Do you hear me?

Do you SEE me ????


I can not stand it anymore !!! I can't take any more of this indifference, of this hatred !!!!

How? 'Or' What ? Why ?


I don't understand, how is all of this possible?

Why this impunity?

Why can they still continue?

How don't you protect us?

Why do you doubt our word?


It screams, it cries in my head.

Do you hear them? Do you see those little girls screaming and crying? Do you see their desperation?


I see them, I hear them. And it is excruciating!

I SO wish you could see and hear them!

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